My Relationship Currently(June 2016)

Many people believe that I am in a relationship or somehow a playboy, because I go out with different girls and because we take picture together,

also because I go clubbing...

But honestly, and seriously I am still single,

I made a few bad moves along the way that hurt some girls feelings since I broke up with my ex.
2 specifically.
I thought they were the one,
but eventually I realized they were not the right one for me....

Since then I feel really guilty I did so too.
I did not forget the pain I caused.

And until now, the reason why I am single was because the right girl that I like has not step into my life yet at the moment.

I dint want to be that kinda guy who will be in a relationship with any kind of girl that show their interest with me because I dint want to break their heart or ruin their feelings.

It's a waste of their time, and a waste of money.

Besides that, nowadays girls will be in a relationship with the kinda guy that as long as the guy study in the same place with her, or try to tackle her for a month or buy you some expensive product then instantly they are in a relationship already,

And before you know it, a few months later or a year later break up,

And then couple again with some other guy later on.

What happened to the real love?What happened to the get to know you part well enough then couple?

I want a relationship to last, I want that girl I love to be the only girl that I will ever want to be with.

Provide for her and to give her happiness,

I want my future girlfriend/wife to say that "Yea, that is my boyfriend and I'm proud of him"

And that's enough,

But in the society these days majority, are not thinking this way,

most teen at my age just want to have fun, and only chat with you if you're good looking.

And lots of perverted guys outside there too, who just wants to have fun.

That's how things work...