My Ultra Ego Problem

There was this time in 2014
I have receive countless compliments that I just dint want to upload to Facebook and then feel like a hypocrite after that.



I start to have this Ego, that I am the best there is in company,
Being offered to be in roaming position, being offered to be in network position and being offered to be in broadband position
I had this pride and ego inside of me that I was the best.

One day, I was caught doing my own private browsing on the internet on which car to buy during office hour.
And my supervisor had to answer for me and had to justify why I did it under he's supervision.

And he did speak for me, to cover me up,

The second time I was caught again, but this time I was using Wikipedia to search for some word.
And again he cover for me and take the blame.

He called me into a meeting room and spoke to me personally to talk to me about it.

After I justify why I did it he told me this:
'Lai you are not untouchable, do not let little things like this stop you from being a good staff here in Maxis, and don't forget where you come from.'


For a minute there I had realized something,
I realized that he was right, he always take good care of me giving me advised,
And I ask myself, what have I become?

With the fast car, steady income, good clothes to wear and nice shoes use, what have I become?